i lied. i have no intention of doing that cause now i'm getting better ideas... mwhahhaha..

i think i should write stories by captioning pictures. but it will choose pics at random. making it even funner! or stranger at least.

this has potential, and i've got some good pics to start.. now i just need to code it up and we'll start this fantastic voyage. we'll have weekly chapters.. as you can always go back, because the story (in terms of pics) will be different every time. and a pictures worth a thousand words. so yeah. kickass! :P:P

so i was warned the other day that i should have cooler stuff to write. more exciting. am i supposed to be exciting? not during the off-season, no :P i work. and work. and go out with anyone who may be around. and do barely anything cause there's barely anything to do when the other half of team infinity is an hour away and a virgin behind the wheel.. everyone else like works and stuff or is still in school or something.. i don't even know.

so for excitement. i can make some stuff up. i used to make up some funny stories. i need topics though. hold on, let me think. i say hold on as if we're having a conversation, but we're not. you're reading what i typed an indefinite amount of time ago. and you don't care that i stopped at this point to go find something to make up some funny story for your entertainment. you just want the entertainment. and you're like "dear lord, why doesn't she shutup and entertain me?" and i say, "god damn man, hold on! i said hold on!" and you begin to understand that maybe i have some psycho.. or psychic, whatever, powers to know to say "hold on" knowing that you have a reason for which you should be holding... and you thought it was all a ploy to get you in bed with me. but it's not.

*stopping blogging to find topic to redirect the insanity*

ha. yes, that is the topic of my story. i decided to search google image directory for "ha". i will be creating a picture story momentarily after which I will post the link to my soon to be famous picture story. woohoo.

songs to d/l in the meantime:
At Your Funeral - Saves the Day
Valentine - The Get Up Kids
Short Skirt, Long Jacket - Cake

so my summer has been very uneventful as of late. sometimes a good thing, sometimes bad. I like being busy though, so it kinda sucks. i work. and then go home. i'm sure it will get funner though, it's just starting.

i met with nickypoo and we have a home for next year and get the keys to 94W next week. I can't wait!! and then me and joce and jen are heading to boston to see dispatch, yay!! then fun sleepover in the apartment for the first night ever! woohoo.

hm. what other exciting things have happened this summer? not much. hopefully we'll start playing some vball soon so i can get out and enjoy the weather, and i have an excuse for taking a night off. and we're going to a bunch of summer comps (but no indiana this year :(..) and we already started off with a win, so we'll see if we can take 'em all this summer. that'd be sweet. so far it's deej: 1., coll: 0; but i haven't had my chance to try yet.. so we'll straighten that out :P

in other news:
1. i gave in a bought a new cell phone charger since i couldn't find mine. then i remembered that amidst the common boxes for the apt i left one that is my stuff from my bedroom. my old one is prolly in there but i refuse to look in the box just cause i know it will be there if i do. if i don't look and don't find it, i won't feel dumb for shelling out the $15.44 just so i could find it.
2. i still haven't gotten the raise i've been being promised since january (actually november. i was promised in november i'd get one in jan.)
3. the hot vendors still come around victory, so me and steph have something to do when i get to work in the morning. esp the one :P
4. i've set my goal before getting the team infinity inking, but i haven't been tracking it so i don't know if i'm meeting it. oops.
5. you need more id's to work at wpi if you are a citizen of this country than if you aren't, it's crazy.
6. i screwed up and promised to work two different camps for the same two weeks, now i'm in a pickle.
7. my foot hurts. alot.
8. smiling is fun.
9. i actually miss being at school
10. i just wanted there to be 10 things.

byyye :)

song to d/l:
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Railway - Dispatch

Do you need a reason?
Somewhere there is a backyard.
You know what it looks like.
You know what it sounds like.
You know the parties you have had there.
The things you have done there.
The things you wanted to do but never had the nerve.
It knows you.
And you know it.
You don't have to wear what other people wear,
Or think what they think.
Or look the way they look.
You should be yourself because that is scary enough.
Smell like you smell.
Look like you look.
Jump off a bridge
If there is more that 15 feet of water
And you know how to swim really really well.
Be yourself,
No matter how strange
Or frightening
Or disturbing
That self may be.
Believe in something.
True love, maybe.
Intelligent life on this planet, perhaps.
Yourself.
Your mother.
Your father's cooking.
Something.
Labels are for jars,
And you are not a jar.
Your life,
As far as you know,
Is your own.
Anything can happen.
Will happen.
Does happen. If you have the nerve.
You do.

Te amo sin saber cómo, ni cuándo, ni de dónde,
te amo directamente sin problemas ni orgullo:
así te amo porque no sé amar de otra manera,
sino así de este modo en que soy ni eres,
tan cerca que tu mano sobre mi pecho es mía,
tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueño.