it's about time for some crazyass stuff to be done to this website...

look around for new stuff... we're gonna try and be more interactive :P:P

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Song(s) to d/l:
Still Fighting it - Ben Folds Five
Let Me Go - Cake
Timmy Sucks - I'm gonna start singing it soon :P:P

I found this amidst my notes from EN3216 in d-term of last year... apparently I had a bit to say one day and was bored in class...

Needless to say, it transcends:

I really want to apologize for the way I acted - it probably wasn't appropriate.

Unfortunately though, it happened. "It's lost and gone and onto the next one." But life's not that easy; people hold grudges.

But I am the one who's not supposed to have problems. I'm the one who's just supposed to listen and never have a single issue worth discussing.

Well, today is a new day, it's different. Today I'm opening my mouth. No more biting my tongue. No more mashing the greys. I hurt, I feel. I've got issues to. Everyone does. And everyone deals.

And I'm not to blame for yours just because I'll take it, just 'cause it's the easiest way to turn. I work hard. I try hard. But if you're gonna leave me with the bad, you sure as heck let me have some of the good along with it. That's all I ask.

You complain that I don't give everyone else enough 'praise', enough 'feedback', enough 'inclusion'. It's not my fault if people don't do their jobs, they don't want to listen, and no one else wants them around. But you're not there to know. It's one word vs. another and I'm treated like a mute. So what about me, right? I'm going to give what I get because in this new world it's the only standard I know.

So think before you touch. Don't leave fingerprints on the glass unless you intend to wipe them off.

You break it, you buy it. Own it honey.

Hold On by Sarah McLachlan

Hold on
Hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell.

Hold on
Hold on to yourself.
You know that only time can tell

what is it in me that refuses to believe
this isn't easier than the real thing.

My love
you know that you're my best friend.
You know that I'd do anything for you
and my love
let nothing come between us
my love for you is strong and true.

Am I in heaven here or
am I...
At the crossroads I am standing.

So now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and will see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile
across your face.

Oh god
if you're out there won't you hear me.
I know we're never talked before

and oh god
the man I love is leaving
won't you take him when he comes to your door.

Am I in heaven here or
am I in hell
at the crossroads I am standing.

So now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and we will see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile
across your face

Hold on
hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell.

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Song(s) to d/l:
Hold On - Sarah McLachlan
This Time of Year - Better Than Ezra
Rainbow Connection - Kermit the Frog