monkey see. monkey do.

Monday, October 29

Song to download:

When You Sleep by Cake. :)

good sttuuff

Friday, October 26

Staring at the ceiling,
trying not to feel so lonely.
Wanting the time back, as the time passes so slowly.
There's a fine line between love and hate.
I cannot tell which is which.
Confusion reigns supreme.
You know love is still a bitch.
I'm tired of holding the dice, waiting on that lucky roll.
Can't someone tell me how it works?
You know that's all I want to know.
As the neon flashes through my window, outside my room,
flashing between the pink and the pale white of the moon,
I'm counting the minutes, fearing and fighting another day's sun.
Just trying to learn some lessons here at the Hotel at Highway One.
Somewhere along the line, I lost sight of what living's about.
Been so afraid of losing, I filled myself with doubt.
Working in too many rodeos, where the rules were not my call.
Finding out much too late, there weren't any rules at all.
Now, I'm trying to steal me some time, while cheating circumstance.
And tomorrow's almost here, so I've got to take the chance.
I've been running every light I saw on Easy Street.
What a shock to realize I wasn't in the driver's seat.
Still counting the minutes, fearing and fighting another day's sun.
Still trying to learn some lessons here at the Hotel at Highway One.
Finally my answers come, it's time to get over all those sins.
Here at the Hotel at Highway One,
I've learned to live again.
Sometimes we spend too much time, regretting and denying.
You don't appreciate laughter, until you know about the crying.
Now, I welcome the new light, as I welcome today's sun,
and I'm laughing at myself, here at the Hotel at Highway One.

-Caroline Aiken and R. Hayes, "Hotel At Highway One"

Thursday, October 25

I DON'T CARE!

Monday, October 15

"We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are." -Anais Nin

"...she was no longer examining life, but being examined by it; she had become a real person." -E. M. Forster, A Passage to India

"And in the end, none of these details matter--not the whodunnit, the what they did, or why. Because the details of a story, whatever that story's complexion, always add up to the same thing. All through time and every time, all a person aches for is to be allowed. 'You mean love, of course.' 'That too.'" -Jan Carr, Harem Wish

"You come from the city and think small means simple when all it really means is complicated in a smaller place. Which sometimes adds to the complication." -Carol Anshaw, Aquamarine

"Each of us is born with the potential for the unfolding of our true self. When you deviate from the truth, you are interfering with the intention of something far greater than you are--call it nature or a higher power. As a result, you develop discomfort in your body and psyche. Therefore, anxiety symptoms may be regarded as meaningful communication from a powerful force within you that wants you to be yourself." -Joyce Ashley

"I do believe that not everything is gonna be the way you think it ought to be it seems like every time I try to make it right it all comes down on me please say honestly you won't give up on me and I shall believe." -Sheryl Crow, "I Shall Believe"

"Your actions will follow you full circle round,/the higher the leap, I said,/ the harder the ground!" -Amy Ray
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Song(s) to d/l:
Could've Been - Tiffany
You're In My Heart - Rod Stewert
Happy Endings - Better Than Ezra

Wednesday, October 10

I'm a slacker. I suck. I know that. :P

..and I'm not involved in this ridiculous crap (you people know who you are). I don't wanna be involved.

End of story.

I.e. no more story.

nothing more

:):)
have happy times
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Song(s) to d/l:
Spirit in the Sky - don't remember who sings it
Dancing Queen - Abba
Happy Endings - Better Than Ezra

Wednesday, October 3

Me llamo Raul Melendez. Soy de Mexico. :P

Hey you kitties- sorry for lacking updation to my blogger- just been doing a lot of stuff lately.

I played in my first concert Saturday as a member of the WPI Concert Band and it went rather well. :) It was good. We've been having fun times as always here in Fuller25. And Jenn and I are still in the lead. So that's all that matters :P

That's about all lately. Just kickin' back, being Raul, being crazy, being a college girl, you know the deal :P

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Song(s) to d/l:
All or Nothing - Athena Cage
What You Wish For - Guster
Absence of Fear - Jewel