*sigh sigh sigh*

I'd ask 'why me?' if I expected an answer..

Thought I deserved one..

Or had the right to ask the question..

But I don't really know anymore..

I'm just very sick of caring anymore... of trying.. I just want things back the way they were in the good ol' days.. in high school, sadly enough, people weren't so petty.. I could have multiple groups of friends without bitchiness from one or the other about it... i could answer the questions people asked without them getting mad.. i could have fun, joke around, and just be friends with my friends, like who i liked.. and have a good time..

But apparently those days are well gone.. what happened to good old fun... everyone gets so emotional.. and then I get so frickin' sick of trying to deal w/ it and being blamed for not doing this or that or why didn't you say this or no you're lying.. jesus.. i don't have the emotions to handle that... 2000 was supposed to be the sucky year... it was supposed to end in 2k1.. someone's not listening to the gods and it's really starting to piss me off..

but *sigh* why keep swimming in the sea just so someone can reel you in, use you, abuse you, than through you back.. just to reel you in again when they feel like it..

This is not a sport.

I am not your game.

Hunting season is not open.